still some random images

I know I've gotten better, much better in fact since my emotionally abusive ex broke up with me. But I still have soem bad moments through out the day where I think about his face or the few happy moments we shared. I've gotten so much better at halting my thinking and turning my thoughts towards something else but it doesnt always make the little tinges of pain go away. Of course I miss the guy, he was terrible at relationships but a decent friend. I've been telling myself over and over that whats happened has happened and thats it. Someday, years from now we might try to be friends but for now I don't have the time or the patience to be around him or try to contact him. I've got a whole list of better things to worry about.