theloveisgone
Status: The only constant in life is change
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- I feel wonderful, ecstatic, happy, and profoundly positive! Who knew that was possible? Hope all you cats in DS world are doing alright tonight...
- Okay so i know this is a common problem with us. when we start to feel better we think.. "shit who needs this crap" am i right? I am taking tegretol right now and not liking it one bit. At first I was very happy with how it helped me sleep and...
- It sucks when you have to be your own parent! Here let me paint you a picture...Mother: a desheveled mess reaking of Marlboro mediums and rum and coke. Once a force to be reckoned with she now sits alone, escaping into intoxication as if she could...
- I just walked out on my boyfriend.... it's over and I feel so numb! Usually I'd be crying hysterically right now but not even a tear has dropped down my cheek. We've been planning on moving in together and we even looked at a place with his son...
- I been in this stupid PDoc office for two f***ing hours! My boyfriends appointment was at 9:30 and now it is 11:30. This is what its comes to? Man I cannot stand how messed up it is for poor people to get psychiatric care. I'm lucky because I am...
- This is some grade A bullshit!I quit my job of 3 years two months ago because of a lot of stuff I really don't want to get into. I worked for the city and had been paying into a private retirement fund for three years. When I quit I was told I...
- Hey there all you beepers and beepets,Have yet to formally introduce myself. I am me and she is me and we are all together. I am spiritual but not religious. I like cereal and long walks off short peirs. I been crazed all my 22 years on this...
- My meds are not working. I'm taking tegretol and klonopin and its just not enough. I've been so depressed, quit my job, stopped going to therapy, nightmares, bad sleep, suicidal thoughts... just thoughts, I sit around in my pajamas and cry all...
- So now the waiting game begins. We were not alwalys safe and we had anal sex twice. I know I am in the high risk group and I am scared! I love him and I know we both messed up and I am really worried about him. We find out his C4 counts...
- My boyfriend dropped the bomb today... what now... I already feel dead. I've read the statistics and while they are in my favor that is just a very small consolation. I have enough pills to kill myself and him for that matter. I am in shock... I...
- Okay so my pdoc is in India and i noticed that my tegretol wasn't working like it had before. So... I UPed my dose without the go ahead of my pdoc and while it is working better I do feel like it was a little irrational to try and self medicate...
- I just got done rockin on the bass and if feels awesome!Who here plays an instrument, what kind, and type of music do you play?
- Sleeping without my boyfriend is an oxymoron! It just doesn't work but i need to give him space.... what should i do? I can't sleep without him and it's causing a lot of problems. Does anyone else have this problem?
- I'm sick of crying! My boyfriend didn't call tonight and when I talked to him he didn't want to see me. When I called him he was apologetic but i'm still really fucking mad at him! I'm drinking now and taking pain pills... I don't get it?!?!?! ...
- 6 vicodin, 4 klonopin, 2 tegretol, motrin...... easing the pain. I hope I do die. All this bullshit! Do you know I might be pregnant right now because my fucking psych prescribed me a med that makes my birth control not work and she didn't even...