theloveisgone
Status: The only constant in life is change
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- my streak of good sleep is over! Now back to sleeplessness and worry! meds don't work... AGAIN! Sorry to be so negative but the more i try the harder it gets. I just want to be sane already!
- I don't even know how many pills I've taken today. I just want all the pain to go away. I'm not OD ing, just self medicating. But now it's to the point where i'm not even sure how much of what and when i took it. I will not lock myself up. I...
- On Tuesday I was attacked by my boyfriends neighbor. He called me a cunt to my face so naturally I kicked him in the leg and said "fuck you." But instead of walking away or cussing more at me he hit me straight in my face. This man is 50 years...
- Sorry, but I'm just so excited that my partner could finally have the joy of pleasing me. I felt so bad all these years not being able to give him the pleasure of pleasuring me. And now? I'm loving having all the pressure off and i'm pretty sure...
- I slept every night for a little over two weeks with no problems! Not even once! This is truly amazing because i've had debilitating insomnia for longer than I can remember. So the question remains... Is this "Nightmare" over for good? All I can...
- I'm new to this support group but I have been living with chronic pain for 6 years now ever since I fell off a balcony and broke my leg. Lately my pain has been so bad that I have been prescribed Viccodin. The only options i was given about the...
- Just started last Thursday. It's been a long time since I've been on a mood stabilizer and so far it is not going well. For instance I've felt nauseous and have even thrown up 6 times since i started. I've read that this is a symptom of toxicity...
- I took a whole lot of zoloft.... 1400mg to be exact! Will this kill me? I just took it. I was really depressed and now i don't know what to do! Am i going to die?
- I do not understand this. I don't want to eat! My mom just made Turkey Burgers and when i went to get one I just couldn't. I saw an image of myself next to the toilet and it scared me. So i just walked away from the food! I denied my own body! ...
- I'm done! No more pills! No more no more no more!!!! I want this all to be over... I can't keep doing this balancing act! How the fuck am I supposed to be productive when i just want to cut open my veins or walk into the bay at night and drown. ...
- So I've been taking diet pills like crazy but eating well (for me) and exercising... I keep feeling this tingling in my skin in random places... So my question is.. Is that Fat loss? Does anyone know what i'm talking about, because I've been...
- All day! I don't think I can handle this anymore! One second I have lot's of energy and then CRASH I'm weeping. How can I be successful... I went to school worked out and felt great, went to my next class and was fine... then i couldn't sit still...
- how am i supposed to get better when i can't sleep....GOD i'm going insane here!
- God i don't know how it happened! 30 lbs!!!!!!!!WTF!!!!I'm restricting again so i can creep back down to what i want to weigh.I mean i've been soooo good at eating healthy and getting adequate exercise....I hurts so much I feel so fat! I am so...
- So after a 36 hour marathon of consciousness and weeks of sleep deprivation my health is finally deteriorating. I got Strep Throat for the 4th time in 6 months. Does anyone else get chronic infections when they don't sleep? I know insomnia...