theloveisgone
Status: The only constant in life is change
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- So here's the thing or things as the case may be;1) I was assaulted by my stepfather after he freaked out about stepping in puppy pee. He literally tried to push me down the stairs. This happened about two or three weeks ago (memory is shot!)2) He...
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- Okay so I have had Kaiser for almost a year now and every month they have been late with my medication. It would cost me $50 to go to the ER to get the medication on time. I have tried to talk to my pdoc about this problem but she wont put any...
- I really do! I have been a picky eater my whole life. I am afraid to gain weight but I exercise a lot instead of purging. When I do eat I eat either really healthy foods or junk food. Obviously the holidays are a trigger for most of us. ...
- Yep thats right, I'm being stupid. I guess I am upset about the breakup and the holidays. I am also skipping meds....just keep forgettingOh and my period is way late... maybe nothing....but...not pregnant but my ED has taken over lately....shit I...
- I just need to be alone for awhile...forever from himI feel like hell and I am all marked up which makes me feel totally self conscious. You can see where he grabbed me, you Cant see where it really hurts. I wish things didn't end the way they...
- I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder when I was 13. That means I have now been bipolar for 11 years. I don't remember ever feeling any different than I do now. I used to not believe that Bipolar was a real disorder. In fact I wouldn't have ever...
- I am struggling to stay afloat people!I didn't even know it was so bad. I read some journals from 11 years ago and it was like ED was screaming at me...I didn't even know that I have been suffering this long. Now that I am trying to get help all I...
- That's right, I survived another year!My pills showed up yesterday so no panic attacks today! YAY.... boy its been tough*sigh*But fear not because I am in good spirits. Got a card from my real dads Mom. It. was kinda funny cause when I saw it I...
- My Ex-Boss want me dead. I am not even joking! I don't think he really can afford it or would carry it out himself, but still i wonder? It wasn't exactly a legitimate job and I know he deals with sketchy types so i am a little concerned. I cant...
- Okay so you know that diagnosis you were prescribed?I know everyone here has had this issue... you know the one about being stereotyped? It seems that when I am "well" (whatever that means) I am treated as if I should be doing more and people say...
- So I think I am neck deep in a mixed state,I am so paranoid and anxious. Like right now I have all the shades drawn and I am afraid to go outside. I am also incredibly irritable. I feel isolated like in a depression and I can't eat without...
- I am so sick of being treated either as totally crazy or entirely capable! I mean really are you gonna tell me I have emotional problems and then revoke it when it seems convenient? That's what my boyfriend is doing...I feel torn between telling...
- The darkness in me is something I hideWhat would they do if they knew what's inside?A haunted mansion of worry and painThe kind that shakes and rattles the brainSends quivers and shivers and every worst fearThat grow in great numbers each yearBehind...
- I am on a downer trip right now...My BF went camping with his family (I wasn't invited) and here I sit kinda lost in my head. I cried for hours this morning... I tried to put on a happy face when he left because I know that it doesn't help to make...