theloveisgone
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- I do not fit any of the normal categories of ED. I guess ED NOS would best describe it. I am not underweight, I don't binge/purge, I am not afraid of gaining weight. So what do you call me?I just don't like food. I don't feel hungry. When I do...
- I wish things were simpler!Why must it all come at me at once. Like a dark cloud absorbed with acidic memories that rain down and hail biting my skin. The itch, the sting, the burn...Take it away. Leave me be. Go harass my parents or...
- Do you like to be touched? I mean like a friendly hug or a handshake? I find it very uncomfortable to hug anyone.... even my parents! Paradoxically I feel less intimidated being touched by a complete stranger. I have BPD and PTSD and perhaps a...
- I have been on medications for 10 years. I was just diagnosed with Borderline about three months ago. My psychiatrist insists I see a therapist which I am all about but my insurance only covers group therapy. I need individual therapy. Well...
- I hit my boyfriend this morning Then I wanted to die I couldn't stand to see him mad So I just sat down and cried I said I wanted more from life I knew that was no lie He asked what could he do for me But I had nothing to reply I feel.a little...
- I hit my boyfriend this morningThen I wanted to dieI couldn't stand to see him madSo I just sat down and criedI said I wanted more from lifeI knew that was no lieHe asked what could he do for meBut I had nothing to replyI feel.a little better now...
- Golly gee ain't it great!I'm having a tough time...No one really knows about my ED, they all just think I'm a really picky eater...and I am that! I live with my boyfriend and he doesn't even kno2 the full extent of my destructive relationship with...
- So I have a pdoc appointment tomorrow...I don't know what to say really. I am afraid to admit to her just exactly how I feel and what I am doing to cope. I'm rationalizing self destructive behavior because it is not as extreme as it was long ago...
- Hi everyone,I'm in school right now and I'm having a really hard time! My algebra skills are lacking at best, and my teacher is mean and I feel like crying everytime I'm in his class. I also have to deal with the fact that the man who physically...
- On my second beer here... i just want to be gone. Christmas sucked so bad, i got nothing, i wanted to kill my family, and my BFs dad died suddenly and tragically. Now he doesn't want me around. He wants to be alone.. i understand but i feel...
- I'm having a crazy mixed episode! I keep wanting to just break things and meanwhile I keep crying... its driving me nuts! I am currently on meds only for anxiety because I don't react well to mood stabalizers, anti-psychotics, or antidepressents. ...
- Intrusive thoughts, homascidal/ suicidal idiations, depression, ptsd, I feel so sick from all of this. I feel trapped and scared. I wanna feel happy again. I want something to go right! I need something good to happen as much as I need oxygen...
- http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Bipolar-Disorder/forum/Crisis-Center/9740210-cyber-stalking/lastpagePlease give support!
- My PDoc prescribed me Lamictal and now I read that is causes insomnia! Last night was my first night taking it and some of you know how that went down. Now here I am barely slept and i am flying! I don't feel tired just dizzy with blurred...
- I want to be dead... fuck this diseased mind of mine I'm gonna blow it away!