pattongb
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- Today is day one.I have to do it this time.My Dr. told me that if I dont quite, I will die of Esophagal Cancer. I have precancerous cells in my throat already from years of alcohol abuse. That was 3 months ago, im still drinking every night (not...
- So next month will be 2 years officially divorced, 2.5 years since I caught her with her new man (they now live in my house together,,,err her house now.I still think about our marriage and the divorce a lot. I still have terrible days where the...
- Its the 2 year anniversary of the day my ex told me we needed to try a trial "separation". I found her with her boyfriend in our house 2 weeks later.I wrote my ex a long email that I probably (ok no probably about it) should not have sent.On a...
- 4 months post divorce, almost 1 full year post seperation, and today was the worst day since the initial breakup.Just knowing she was at her family's, with her new man, and the kids, and for the first time in 11 years I WASNT there, well that made...
- The big 37!I feel more alive and free today then I have on one of my birthdays in 5 or 6 years. For the first time in a long time I am actually off of work on my birthday and getting together with people to celebrate!My girlfriend Joelle sent me a...
- I keep waiting for my bubble to bust. I mean dont get me wrong, im far from happy, far from being over the loss of my family. But overall I have felt so much better the last month.Today I met with my stbx to go over our divorce and bankruptcy...
- I would like to look up a old post that I added weeks ago, but I dont want to filter through the last 30 days of posts. Most forums have a way to see all the threads you have either posted on, or added yourself.Is there a way to do that...
- I think I have finally found a combination of drugs that make me feel "normal".Ive been taking Depakote for almost a year, and it really made me flat. In fact I blame it for helping to destroy my marriage this last year.After my breakup my Doctor...
- Anyone got a recipe? I want to make it for my boys tonight.Thanks!
- Looking to hook up with hot available women for a good time.*** HA HA just kidding. I kid because I love.
- Seriously.Its been 2 months. She is an executive at a big company and is making a lot of money. She has a Masters degree. She is only 28 and has a full life of big money and advancement ahead of her.So why do I feel like I got the better of the...
- Ive seen my stbx and talked to her a lot over the last 3 or 4 days. To be honest it doesnt leave me depressed like it used to. In fact I tend to look at her with a bit of pity now.Is this a stage? Im hoping it isnt, but im so scared that I will go...
- So I had my sons party tonight with the stbx. I was really concerned that it would set me back as far as my progress.Well anyways heres what happened.The bday party went great. I was happy, and my stbx was nice. We talked and I spent most the time...
- Tonight is going to be tough. I am meeting my stbx, and our old best friends, at a pizza place for my youngest sons birthday. It will be the first time in weeks that I have to be around her for more than a few minutes. On top of that Todd and...
- Ok well the date went good and it went bad. The date itself was great. The woman I met was very complimentary to me and kept telling me how cute and smart I was; which I must admit my ego needed.We talked for 4 hours and had a lot of laughs. The...