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Back to AA today. I am going to work hard this time, actually doing the steps, finding an involved sponsor, and actually WORKING my sobriety.   I have accepted that there can be no thinking of "well...

So it looks like I havent posted in a long time.  I am back on the site now as I work with my sobriety.   I am re-married to the love of my life (2 years) and have 2 wonderful children with her....

2.5 years post divorce.  I t rarely think bad thoughts, and the ex and I get along really well.  I think a lot of the anger she had for me is gone now. She speaks to me with a lot more affection....

2.5 years post divorce.  I t rarely think bad thoughts, and the ex and I get along really well.  I think a lot of the anger she had for me is gone now. She speaks to me with a lot more affection....

4 months post divorce, almost 1 full year post seperation, and today was the worst day since the initial breakup. Just knowing she was at her family's, with her new man, and the kids, and for...

Wow its been a long time! So much has happened. I quit my GM job and moved to Green Bay. At the time I thought I was doing the right thing, now im not so sure.  I miss my old job, I miss the girl I...

Havent been around much. Things are going great. I have lost 70 pounds and am almost at the goal weight i set for myself 5 years ago and just never got to.  Well divorce seems to have been the diet...

Well things are going ok.   Im a bit down today, but it was an emotional weekend. I basically broke up with all 3 of my girl "friends".    Becky I just like her too much as a person to keep...

Feeling alright today still.   Im a bit nervous about my new job starting tomorrow.  I have 3 months to prove to them that I can handle the GM job.  Its going to be a lot of pressure.  But I...

I actually got offered the General Manager position at Emma Krumbees!  Not the kitchen manager, the entire operation!! Wow.  Im a bit overwhelmed.  Its a lot of responsibility and work, but this...

Well I have a job interview tomorrow.  Kitchen Manager at a nice restaurant down the road.  Its not the pay, hours, or days I want, but if things dont come up soon I may have to take it (assuming...

Feeling fine today.  A bit tired yet from the weekend, but otherwise pretty good.    Saturday I went out with Austin to wish him farewell. I wont see him for at least 3 weeks as he is going to...

Feeling good today, even though I have to spend 3-4 hours with the stbx tonight for my sons bday. Im not looking forward to it.  But it does give me a chance to show off the new me to her.  Let her...

Im feeling stronger every day.   I still have very sad times, but the anxiety is almost completely gone now.I laugh more now and I have a great time with my kids.  I also find I dont talk about...

Felt good yesterday, man did I feel ok.  Played catch with my youngest and made a couple great meals for my boys; I love cooking for them.  Today started out rough as I dreamt of Carrie all night,...