pattongb
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- Ok im going on a date tonight. Yeah yeah I know its too early blah blah blah. Ive been completely honest with her about where im at and what im going through. We agreed to just talk on the phone and meet a few times and just see what we think about...
- I noticed something last week. I am really starting to enjoy being responsible for my own place. I enjoy paying my own bills. I like cooking for myself, and for my boys when they are here. I enjoy going to bed when I want, getting up when I...
- Bahhh what a terrible morning. Terrible way to start my week.First I dream about my stbx all night. Kissing, hugging, laughing, her telling me she still loves me...etc.. Seemed like the dream just kept replaying over and over. I even woke up,...
- So the stbx calls me tonight to see how the kids are doing. She was away on a trip all weekend with her boyfriend.I told her I couldnt make my sons hockey party on tuesday because I have dinner plans.Which I do, with a girl I met. Nothing serious,...
- I am going over my options for school.Sorry if this gets long.First off this is necessary (changing careers) because I had a serious knee injury and will not be able to continue my driving career for much longer.I have always wanted to do something...
- For those who were worried about me yesterday, I just want you to know im doing better today.The sun is shining here, and its the warmer spring sun. That always gives me a lift.I slept like a brick last night. A good 10 hours.I actually ate 3 meals...
- The anxiety and sadness are killing me inside. Not even being with my kids is helping me. Im trying to keep up a good face for them. But inside im slowly dying.If I didnt have my kids, I dont think I would make it through this. Im starting to...
- Well I finally did it. Well 50% of the way anyways.I went to my house, and I saw his truck in my driveway. I took down the license plate, and the color and make and model.I wanted to pull into the driveway, break down the door, and kill him. But at...
- Look I know life isnt fair. I know divorce certainly isnt fair. But damn sometimes it just makes me so angry.My stbxs boyfriend makes 2x what I make. He has been taking my stbx to dinner every night she dont have the kids, and this weekend they are...
- My wife and I are separated, as many of you know.Here is my rub. Her boyfriend lives an hour away, and the nights she dont have the kids, he sleeps in our house so they can drive to work together in the morning (they work together).I have a problem...
- For those of you who have been following my story a bit. I guess you know that I had put a deadline on this weekend for deciding if I was going to move away from my kids and stbx 1.5 hours away to my hometown.The thinking was I would be happier...
- Ok this weekend I have to make a monumental decision. I really trust the people here, you have been my lifeline since this whole thing started almost 2 months ago. Im talking to everyone I care about, and then im going to sit down and try to...
- This is what happens when I have too much contact with my stbx in one day. I get depressed. Very depressed.And she wonders why I dont like to talk to her on the phone.Of course her being honest to me about her falling in love with the new...
- First I had to endure 2+ hours with the stbx and the bankruptcy lawyer.Then we got in a huge fight on the way back to dropping me off at my crappy apartment.Then we start talking via email to try and smooth things out a bit.We start just laying it...
- Where did you go my Love?What fork in the road, led you away?How did I not notice you had leftthat you had strayed?Where did you go my Love?And who is this in your place?Who is this stranger, with the cold eyes, and the cold face?Why did you go my...