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Well it was an ok weekend.  I went in boughts of feeling good and having fun with family and friends, to boughts of being really sad and thinking too much about my stbx.   I drank both friday and...

What a crappy day. I slept like crap last night so I was major tired this morning.  Then the stbx picked me up to go to the Bankruptcy lawyers office.  She was being all nice to me and frankly I...

Where did you go my Love?What fork in the road, led you away?How did I not notice you had leftthat you had strayed?Where did you go my Love?And who is this in your place?Who is this stranger, with...

Things just dont go my way anymore.  I did a good job of avoiding the stbx all week last week, and I had a good weekend, despite her repeated attempts to talk to me. Then on monday morning she txts...

Had a great weekend with the boys.  We had a lot of fun.  Was great being in Green Bay all weekend with my family and my friends.  There are so many here who love me for who I am and who like...

This shit is the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.Man that sucks so bad.  Im so damn tired.  There is an overwhelming sense of sadness and...

Told Carrie about the possiblity of me moving.  I didnt want to fricking tell her till I had her face to face, but she told me if I didnt tell her what was on my mind that she was going to be pissed...

Me and the stbx are fighting today.  Man shit just keeps on rolling downhill.  I had to give her back $300 of my security blanket (tax money) because she owed the state $600 from when she was in...

Still very sad and high anxiety today.   I have so much I need to do, as far as making important phone calls and applying for jobs, but I have no energy to do them, and I want to hide in my...

Horrible anxiety and sadness today.  If I didnt have my kids I would probably just take my bottle of sleeping pills and be done with this whole fricking mess; im that sad and sick to my stomach.Im...

Had a good nights sleep, I feel much better today. Well much better than yesterday, so its all relative. I emailed my stbx and told her im not going over there tonight.  She was going to have me...

Made it through the day somehow. She told me she was cooking her boyfriend dinner tonight and watching a movie.  She said if it got too late he would sleep on the couch (yeah right, my God does she...

This may be my low point.  I have never felt worse. I didnt sleep a wink last night.  All i keep thinking about is tonight is the night I have the kids and since Valentines day is on Thursday, my...

So now we come to the bottom line.Can I get over the fact she is with this guy, immidietely after our seperation, or is it something I just wont be able to get over?  Im not talking about...

Well that didnt go so well. I was supposed to go on a road trip to see friends tonight, but instead the wife wanted to talk to me about any issues I might still have about the break up.  So I...