This shit is the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.Man that sucks so bad.  Im so damn tired.  There is an overwhelming sense of sadness and regret now.  I dont see any end in sight to my misery.Man what a bummer.Not sure whats going to happen to me once she picks up the kids on Sunday.   Im just so tired and sad.I dont think the drugs can even help me anymore.  

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You have to start entertaining the idea that you can and will get through this. You are stronger than you think buddy. You are.
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I htink the majority of us feel the way you feel sometime during the process. I know I have and it IS a bummer. As time goes by you\'ll see a difference. You\'ll learn to cope and you will heal. It\'s just getting to that point that is hard.
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I was at the place where you are now..........not too long ago. Find a routine to follow, and stick to it........it will take you through the days. I know it doesn\'t feel like it now, but the pain will lessen. Please keep talking with friends and family, as the support can only help! HUGS