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- my mom has stopped asking me if im hungry...now she just does her own thing and doesnt bother anymore....i dont really care cuz now i dont have to say NO to anything. but i think shes given up on me..i dont blame her cuz i havent eaten properly...
- i went to the doctor yesturday and she asked me if i needed a physical or i had a complaint and i said i had a complaint and so i told her about the excruciating pain my my stomach and back and then she felt my throat and said that my thyroid was...
- I've been spending money left nd right just for ED ...I've bought appetite curbers that did work cuz I don't really have an appetite ..I just ordered diet pills...idk wtf is wrong with me...idk why tomoro soo obsessed with dropping weight.....I'm a...
- Omg I haven't felt like this is a while!!! Omg I feel fantastic! This cane out of NO WHERE! ahhh I wanna scream .. I ran around for two minutes straight and didn't even get tired .,,. I'm talking super fast and can't stop talking!! Life is sooo...
- My friend really wants to go to ihop for free pancakes today...I do t really want to ...especially cus she wants to go a 840 pm and I stop eating/sinking at 12 pm latest 3...and I go to bed very late so I cud be able to burn everything just by being...
- right under my boob the inside of my chest has this burning sensation like my skins on fire on the inside and outside....it hurts a lot and im uncomfortable ..i told my mom and she said to take my bra off and i did but it still hurts alot....ive...
- hair on my head is very important to me as it is to most women in the black community...i never like to corn row my hair or put it in a pony tail cuz i look like i have no hair and feel ugly.3 years ago i had a mad perm that made the back of my hair...
- my stomach is on fire everydayy...ive been taking antiacids like everyday...i kno that probably isnt good...im gonna make an appt on tuesday with the doctor....my stomach hurts so bad and antiacids seem to calm it down....this stomach pain is...
- i know im a woman and women have curves and just more things than men...but ive noticed that my boobs are getting bigger and its upseting me....i know that women are suppose to have boobs and so idk why this is upsetting me so much....i feel and...
- idk wats wrong with me..like idk why i cant stop and why the scale is the most important thing to me ....i skipped eating yesturday and was gonna skip today but my chest hurts alot today and so i had this chicken sausage with chesse on bread :(((...
- so after a little over a year and half of therapy im finally past this sexual abuse...i finally am not scared or .well i have my monets....but for the most part im not ashamed of myself. ive even gone on a date with a guy and have opened myself to...
- So I met this Guy over the weekend and we've been talking since and he wants to take me out today...at first it was to a movie..cool...then he texted me today and said how bout dinner before we see the movie and I was like perfect...I'm nervous as...
- i feel really guilty but not cuz my mom or family wont approve my choice in attraction but wat i did tonight.i went to a house get together ..i wasnt drinking and the host of the thing is a girl and she was drunk as hell and asked if she could kiss...
- I just realized that the months are getting closer..in May i will have to go residential for "at least 28 days" thats a long time.....i was just wondering is anyone going to renfrew in april, may , etc as well? just wondering.
- along with this ED im also bipolar which is a terrible mix cuz my mood isnt stable as well my eating. when im depressed as hell i dont eat, when im manic i eat but barely. Right now im am about to go into a rage. i filled with anger..i could feel it...