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- We have been together for 3 years..we\'ve broken uo 2 months ago..why am I not ok? :(
- When i first met my ex, everything seemed so right. I never questioned(at the beginning) our being together, always wanted it to happen.Now, that I may want to find somebody I am having a thousand questions about dating.If I don\'t like the guy the...
- My mom always swears and curses me, says I am ugly and stupid. Sometimes she goes to the opposite pole and tells me I am smart. She also made me be dependent on her but I try not to be.I have no intimacy and if I ask her that, she will get mad. She...
- After the break up I feel like my aura pushes away everybody I like, like love can't come through..I want to find someone, but I have this strange feeling like something about me rejects any energy of this sort..Like the break up put this scarlett...
- I am just day dreaming of that day when i'll be able to go to school, or go to museum, even a day tripp withput feeling depressed and lonely and thinking how things would have been if he were with me..Thinking of that day when all pain will be gone...
- I thought I was doing better..But the main just came back..All the missing, all the heartache..It's been two months..What's going on? Is there no hope?
- I have this severe depression for three-four years..I was always kind of sad but after a treatment with Accutane it got really bad..Sometimes I have bouts of optimism but it goes away very fast and I get very sad in a matter of minutes...There are...
- I don't know why this has come to trouble me, why I need to understand this..After all, it is not a problem with my mind, it is with his.I just can't understand it..How could he turn his back on me all of a sudden and for good? He went on that tripp...
- So i am over the guilt phase, crying phase, can't live without you phase. Bleah. I'm done with all that. I don't even want to get back togheter anymore. But is there such a thing as anger and low self esteem period?Cause I feel like kicking his ass...
- These last days i gave in. I fell on my knees and submitted to the pain. I let my heart scream its pain. And it said how it would do anything to have the lost love back. How, if I said yes, it would accept to be slave, to change owner with the one...
- I cannot imagine finding someone new, loving an other or being loved again..I had my hopes up with my ex, thought we were going to get married and in my mind he was the one for me..How am I to move on to someone else?..Even though he doesn't love me...
- I have come to realise how much I have hurt my ex. He may be the one who left me but it was my fault as well..I know my mistakes now, if I knew then what I know now I wouldn't do it again...I love him so much right now..We were both immature...Now I...
- In these moments I would really need to hear stories that have started here and had happy endings in the end..That may give us courage to hope that maybe we will get there too someday..:-
- After more than a month of going through the break up process I thought I was on my way to being fine.But now I find myself feeling depressed and lonely again and missing him more than ever.I am back to square one. Nothing has happened, I haven't...
- Come to think about it, I kinda admire my ex. How he didn't say anything about wanting to leave me. How he kept all quiet about finding someone new. How wonderfully he managed to blatantly ignore me after leaving me on the messenger. How he ran away...