carasmom
Status: I'm as good as I'm going to be. Life goes on... I carry what I have to. I'm not stronger or braver than anyone... I had no choice. I try to be more grateful than sad... sometimes... it works.
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Well... I'm a day late... and many dollars short... LOL Nothing new... Anyway I do have things to be grateful for... Cara has been kicking my butt... telling me to as Roz' message said... count...
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Mama and I have been doing Thanksgiving for the last 30 years less 3 years I was in Virginia... and we couldn't on Thanksgiving Day for the last 5 years we would do it the weekend before or after......
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It has taken me several days to answer anything. I've been avoiding the internet. Most of the time I'm on here 3 to 4 hours a day or more... but actually I'm trying to break that habit... I am...
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Yes I do know... I've been crying so much lately my husband is worried... I think its just more of what I have to do... When I went to Walmart the other day I had to keep telling myself... don't...
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Remember sadness is always temporary. This, too, shall pass. Chuck T. Falcon a quote stolen from the bottom of the chat box... so now I know it will pass... Mr Falcon said so... Perhaps he could...
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Feeling hopeful... Thank you Kathy... but I'm exhausted... don't sleep well when I'm down... going to go try to sleep... Hugs all Elissa
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you know it just about drives me crazy... I'll be feeling ok... and then thoughts will come into my mind that have me wishing I could stop this damn life now... immediately don't pass go and who...
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My plans to write about Cara's Birth Day almost didn't pan out... Woke up rather sad and it lingered... So I didn't write anything here and held off hoping I'd get through it.. and then a little bit...
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so I've been avoiding writing too much... kind of down... but I'm a little better at the moment... tired though... off to bed... maybe tomorrow... Hugs all Elissa For tomorrow I'm going to try to...
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I know I probably write it too much...somehow though I have to write again and again... Who was Cara.... In Cara's eyes I see so much of her... I see the fear that underlined so much of her......
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I've been having trouble lately... I have had signs of heaven and of God many times throughout my life... but a loved one and also much of society are trying once again to tell me that God and...
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A friend on lovingarms had written something that really impressed me.... about all the things she's learned since her child passed... We have all learned a lot I would say... I think the thing that...
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I woke up this morning feeling almost human... except I hadn't had my coffee yet so I'm not quite there... I've always got things I should be doing... now to motivate myself to get them done.. I go...
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Well I'm hanging in there... I just don't feel very hopeful of ever feeling very happy again... I've felt better at times... but as I'm sure you know other things factor in... and right now other...
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Again no icon for sad... I feel bad because I'm sad.... but its an expected and accepted sadness... Tomorrow will be November 4th... the day Cara was buried if you go by the number... but she was...
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