ThisGal
Status: Why does everybody get to die but me?
Mood:
Horrible
- I'm anorexic purging type, not bulimic. I don't usually binge... Except on Sundys when I wake up way earlier than everyone else in my family so in ocasions I have breakfast several times in the morning and vomit after each one.Today we came home...
- As I have lost a lost of weight in the past month and because I have a very white skin tone, most of the blood vessels in my inner arm are very visible. I imagine the amount of blood I could et if I cut there although I'm aware of the danger. I know...
- After I lost around 8 pounds in less than a month my parents, sister, brothers, maid, friends, psyhologist, etc etc. Are freaking out about my weight. My mother told me today "you look anorexic, I doubt that's what you are and I hope not, or are...
- How can I help my boyfriend who is in anoter city?He is studying medicine and is under a lot of pressure. He says he likes what he is learning, the knowledge he is adquiring is very interesting and he enjoys it but that he is constantly doubting if...
- Any advise? Maybe an ecperience or anything you can tell me about what's likely to happen would be appreciated. This is my first time (I did have psychologist tho) and I would like to be more informed. Thanks
- I'm depressed, it's gotten worse lately. I can't handle food, lost around 7 pounds in 2-3 weeks, I sleep way too much or not at all, I lose focus, I'm exhausted lall the time, lack motivation and I get anxious/scared of leaving the house or even my...
- The appointment with my parents happened yesterday... finally.My psychologist spoke with the three of us at first, then with me alone for like 5 minutes and finally just with my parents without me in the room. In the first part my parents were told...
- For thsese past couple weeks I've been vomiting after every meal (breakfast, lunch and dinner), eatig nothing else during the day, excersicing 3 days a week for 2-3 hours and I have the constant need to keep moving and shake because of my anxiety......
- I just had one of the two worst breakdowns in my life. There was no way to stop it as it was a mixture of random anxiety, fear and depression that came all of a sudden. My breakdowns tend to start as a result of overthinking. This time I... I (damn,...
- My anxiety has turned into paranoia just once before for rasons that I knew were stupid. Some new neighboors saw my dog "going to the bathroom" in a giant empty lot next to their house and told me that if I didn't pick it up they were gonna tell the...
- The thing is... I'm not very underweight, just slightly. I still have energy left to work out and play sports several times a week. But for the past 2 days I've been feeling very accelerated, like my heart races everytime I go up and down the...
- My ED started because depression is decreasing my appettite gradually so I eat less everytime and throw up what I can't handle. However, I'm pretty sure it's becoming another way of self-harm for me. I like it when I can see my ribs because I think...
- I'm freaking out... Yesterday my parents saw my scars. One by one they randomly entered my room and asked me "what marks do you have on your arm?! Let me see it!". The cuts I have now are deeper than ever.I showed them, gave them my pre-maked story....
- As some might remember, I posted a threat a couple weeks ago about how my psychologist made an appointment with my parents to tell them I need a psychiatrist. Although I was nervous, I was quite aware that it had to happen...The thing is it hasn't...
- This happened about a month ago...He came home, everything was fine. I finally got to see him again (he is currently studying college in another city). Suddenly he says "Damn!" (although he says it was because of something else), and he asked me...