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If you ask, we are always fine... alwaysNo matter how sick we think we are, in how much pain we are, we are always fine. We tend to understate.My boyfriend is a med student and is worried sick...

I have always had social anxiety, At the doctor, grooming, with teachers, your friends, whatever... They asked anything or talked to me, I couldn't speak. I was terrified. So mother, remember back...

Am I the only One who finds the whole ceremony when someone dies stupid?Mass, a whole ritual to burry a corpse in the ground, flowers, prayer, strict dress code, moment of...

Not every mental illness is about:Bathtubs filled up with blood
Punching the wall
Being strapped down on a metal bedStraightjackets
Going around cursing people
Smashing a mirror in the...

10 minutes ago I was literally lying on the bathroom floor in fetal position, hugging my knees tight and crying my eyes off. Breaking down with my blades in my hand.Gave myself 6 small cuts, rather...

I'm not feeling well... Classes are wearing me out, I'm Too tired But sometimes I can't even sleep. But I still feel like I don't wanna go back "home". I feel bad... Sad knowing That I'm returning To...

Nobody knows wtf is wrong with me... not even my friends, family, my psychiatrist, my former psychologist nor the current one... not even myself. My father attributed it to adolescence, you know,...

I've been just one single week off pills (for various reasons I'm too lazy to write right now) and I have whitnessed absolute regression, I'm back exactly where I started...I can't eat, I can't sleep...

So... for the last couple nights I have cried myself to sleep, after breaking dowb and cutting several times throughout the day. All the drama the people around here at home like to make isn't of...

I know it's been so long since I last checked in and I apologize about that. I couldn't get myself to write. Well, long story "short": I got a psychiatrist a couple months ago and started meds on...

Reached little more than 200 stanzas already, it's getting easier every time :)

Lately my overthinking is developing in ways that are just... weird ;s and I'm worried.Divagating is actually like a routinary thing for me since long ago... Just rambling from thought to thought...

Dang, I almost got busted one more time...A few months ago my older brother asked to join him and his friends in a volleyball match. I decided to go but use an arm warmer to cover my cuts with the...