My brother saw the cuts... again :s
Dang, I almost got busted one more time...
A few months ago my older brother asked to join him and his friends in a volleyball match. I decided to go but use an arm warmer to cover my cuts with the excuse that "I have a very big bruise that will expand if I keep playing"... I of course used make up there to create a bruise. No one in my family knows I cut and they should never find out. Still he saw the several cuts in my inner arm and I had to say a cat in college did them, and asked him not to tell my parents because my mother doesn't like me around unknown cats in case I get toxoplasmosis (which is true, she really worries about that -.- I'm studying to be a vet for God's sake).
Well, we were in the car today with all the family and as usual, the morning was way too hot to wear long sleeves. My brother saw my arm again and released a loud Gasp and almost screamed "what's that?"... I gave him a glare and whispered to him "they are the same ones from before". First he didn't seem to believe it but then he accepted my excuse and asked me if I had it desinfected.
Damn it... so close. I need to be more careful. I can't have them knowing although I hate having to lie to my entire family and most of my friends.
I almost had an anxiety attack D: now I'm just too uneasy about him suspecting and telling someone, he found out last week I was seeing a psychologist (yeah, I see one even if I started for the wrong reasons, nobody knows the real ones).
A few months ago my older brother asked to join him and his friends in a volleyball match. I decided to go but use an arm warmer to cover my cuts with the excuse that "I have a very big bruise that will expand if I keep playing"... I of course used make up there to create a bruise. No one in my family knows I cut and they should never find out. Still he saw the several cuts in my inner arm and I had to say a cat in college did them, and asked him not to tell my parents because my mother doesn't like me around unknown cats in case I get toxoplasmosis (which is true, she really worries about that -.- I'm studying to be a vet for God's sake).
Well, we were in the car today with all the family and as usual, the morning was way too hot to wear long sleeves. My brother saw my arm again and released a loud Gasp and almost screamed "what's that?"... I gave him a glare and whispered to him "they are the same ones from before". First he didn't seem to believe it but then he accepted my excuse and asked me if I had it desinfected.
Damn it... so close. I need to be more careful. I can't have them knowing although I hate having to lie to my entire family and most of my friends.
I almost had an anxiety attack D: now I'm just too uneasy about him suspecting and telling someone, he found out last week I was seeing a psychologist (yeah, I see one even if I started for the wrong reasons, nobody knows the real ones).
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