What's wrong with me?

Nobody knows wtf is wrong with me... not even my friends, family, my psychiatrist, my former psychologist nor the current one... not even myself.
 
My father attributed it to adolescence, you know, "just a phase", mom calls me sick more frequently than I would like to admit. Classmates have called me "weird", "freak", "thing", "monster", etc etc throughout my whole life. Even my maid have called me crazy more than once. The professionals I have seen have talked about depression, OCD, generalized anxiety, and one even said I have some slight traits of Aspergers. I guess because of my lack of social skills, breakdowns that seem to come out of nowhere, random panick attacks, and my self harm... I don't know.
 
I'm also suicidal and have some sort of ED
 
My psychologist told me that my psychiatrist and her... neither of them know what to do with me anymore.
 
I had an appointment with my psychologist and my parents last week to discuss about my history... mostly family genetics and the brain surgery I had as a two year old. And we are back as we started... clueless.
 
So yeah, I have no idea of wtf is wrong with me and why. Why do I feel like I do?
 
Ps. Both my parents are pissed off and mad at me because I'm not "cured" yet even after 3 years of therapy and about 4 months of being on meds. I'm sorry... is my pain bothering YOU??