lonelyinNY

well it's been several years since I was here.I really enjoyed meeting and talking to new people and I actually met my best friend I never met in person on here lol.sally was and has been my savior...

Well,, I was finally able to get back on here.Been havein problems with my account,not that I have anyone left on here to talk to anymore.Just like out in the real world, people move on and forget....

Just when I think I am getting ahead I get thrown right back in the shit..Barely surviveing with my head above water.Our van was on its last legs and wouldn't pass inspection so I made the very hard...

Well. Here I am again.Didnt realize its been so long since I have been here.Discovering more about facebook I guess.Always said I didnt want a facebook until it was the only way to contact my son. I...

I am a mom who has always takein care of everyone and everything but more and more I just feel like running away from everyone.My kids are ages 14,17,21 & 24..I have always worked very hard to...

I cant believe it I finally have my own computer again.Goin to the library was a nice trip but never enough time to get everything done on the computer.I probably shouldnt have spent the money but...

 well i have been without a working computer for so long its driveing me crazy.I have been through so many ups and downs over the past several months and handeling everything on my own as usual.I...

Well, i knew feeling good wasnt gonna last long.Everyday seems more stressful than the last.I am being run out of my house and mind literley.As if a family of seven wasnt enough for me to worry about...

The sunshine and warmer weather sure has been nice.I have been very busy takeing kids to the doctor every week.One son had an infection in his back and had to have it drained weekly.My daughters body...

Well, I made it through the weekend and acually got out of the house.It felt good to be around people again.Its just hard putting on that fake smile like your life is going just fine when you are...

Well, my deppresion and stress are still going strong..Nothing seems to be going right...I look in the mirror and dont like the person i see.....who is she.I am not sure where or when i lost...

I truly understand why people get deppressed and kill themselves and thier whole family over financial problems.I dont plan on this myself but I do understand...Everyone says oh...they could have...

Been sick now for the past couple of weeks.A bad cold and no voice.The no voice part has made my family happy.lol..I am not getting much sleep due to takeing care of my grandson who never goes to bed...

Well, its been awhile since I have written again.Computer is froze or kids are already fighting over whose turn it is to use computer so i just keep everything in.I really miss DS land it has helped...

Well, I guess I am feeling better than when I last wrote.Just another day in not so paradise.Just wish I had the energy to get up and moveing but to be honest going back to bed seems more...