Just Another Day

Well, I guess I am feeling better than when I last wrote.Just another day in not so paradise.Just wish I had the energy to get up and moveing but to be honest going back to bed seems more realistic.Just cant seem to ever feel good and cant remember the last time I was truly happy.....What is happiness anyways??? How does one go about finding happiness?? People just seem to go through the everyday motions doing what is expected of them.How many people acually enjoy the beauty around them.Have you ever just sat in a parking lot or a park and just looked at people and wondered if they are truly happy and what thier lives are like?? Drive by homes that are lit by soft lights at night and wonder are they the perfect family??yes,yes I know thier is no such thing as the perfect person or the perfect family but that is the way of thinking for most of us ,that is our unrealistic goal to be....As anyone who may be reading this can see ,i am thinking way to much these days.... So until next time.....Take care all......