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great poem by david weatherford enjoy xx Tuesday, May 26, 2009 | A Poem/Artistic story Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?Ever followed a...

WELL, ANOTHER DAY IS HERE AND FOR THAT I AM THANKFUL...I SOMETIMES FEEL VERY FOOLISH FOR COMPLAINING ABOUT MY LIFE BECAUSE I DO REALIZE THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WORSE OFF THAN ME.BUT THEN AGAIN ITS...

FUNNY HOW I CANT SLEEP BUT I NEVER WANT TO GET OUT OF BED...I WOULD LOVE TO JUST LOCK MYSELF IN AND NEVER COME OUT UNTIL SOMEONE PROMISES ME A BETTER LIFE..I KNOW I AM FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF BUT...

WELL, ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I WROTE IN MY JOURNAL AND FIGURED IT WAS TIME. USUALLY ANYMORE WHEN I AM ON DS  I HIT THE SUPPORT GROUPS AND TRY TO KEEP UP WITH PEOPLE. BUT I HAVENT EVEN BEEN VERY GOOD...

FIGURED TODAY WAS GONNA BE THE SAME AS EVERYDAY..BUT I WAS WRONG,GOT A SURPRISE CALL FROM FRIENDS .IT WAS NICE TO KNOW THAT THEY WERE THINKING ABOUT ME...THREE OF THEM SITTIN AT THE LODGE,PASSING...

SO VERY TIRED OF HIS EVERYDAY DRINKING...JUST WHEN I THINK I HAVE THINGS UNDER CONTROL,HE COMES HOME WORSE..I CANT TAKE THE VERBAL ABUSE AND NEVER KNOWING HOW SEVERE ITS GONNA GET..PHYSICAL ABUSE IN...

HEY EVERYONE!! I STARTED A NEW SUPPORT GROUP CALLED: MARRIED WITH A SIDE OF FRUSTRATION AND SADNESS...ITS FOR MARRIED ,SAD AND LONELY AND PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT MARRIED BUT IN LONG RELATIONSHIPS AS...

WELL,ITS 2;00AM ALREADY ONCE AGAIN.SO MUCH FOR GOING TO BED EARLY..WELL, I HAVE MAINLY BEEN ON THE DEPPRESSION AND LONLINESS SUPPORT GROUP SITES AND DECIDED I NEEDED A CHANGE OF PACE.,SO I HAVE BEEN...

YES MY DAY WAS JUST AS NOT F...G WONDERFUL AS I PREDICTED.YES THE SUN WAS SHINNING AND PEOPLE JUST COULDNT BELIEVE WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY IT WAS....WHO CARES,I WAS A PRISONER IN MY OWN HELL AGAIN.IF IT...

GOOD MORNING TO ALL,STILL ON THE NO SLEEPING ROLLER COASTER....I KEEP GOING FROM ONE EXTREME TO THE NEXT.CANT SLEEP,CANT SLEEP...AND WHEN I FINALLY DO THEN I DONT WANT TO GET UP.MY BACK PAIN HAS BEEN...

WELL,HERE IT IS 2:00AM AND HERE I AM AGAIN...AFTER FRIDAYS DAY OF COMPLETELY COMEING UNGLUED,TODAY I AM CALM AND TIRED. I HAVE ANOTHER DOCTOR APPT.TOMAROW WEL, RATHER TODAY AT THIS POINT..I AM...

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO EAT RIGHT AND WALK DAILY,STAY POSITIVE  TO GET MYSELF HEALTHY MENTALLY AND PYHISICALLY.I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN.BUT WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPY?????MY KIDS MAKE ME HAPPY BUT...

WELL,ITS 1:43 AM AND NOTHING NEW I AM STILL AWAKE.I SHOULD BE GOING TO BED BECAUSE I HAVE A DOCTORS APPT. EARLY.I AM RATHER NERVOUS ABOUT THIS APPT. BECAUSE ITS WITH THE DOCTOR I STOPPED GOING TO.I...

well, i havent written in awhile and thats strange for me because writing is something i really enjoy..i try everyday to be so positive but i am really just crumbling inside and so very much...

ON DECEMBER 17 2005 MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER.EVEN THOUGH TIME HAS PASSED,IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY. I WAS OUT CHRISTMAS SHOPPING LATE AROUND MIDNITE,WHEN MY VAN HIT A PATCH OF ICE IN THE ROAD,THEN A...