lonelyinNY

Happy days seem to come far and few between but when they happen they are like standing on top of the world.My thirteen year old daughter Miranda was in an end of the school year talent show .She...

Hello!well, i took a much needed break from DS Land but am now trying to catch up.everything in my life seems to be at a stand still for right now. trying to get through everyday without a lot of...

Well, today i said good by to yet another very special person in my life.My dear friend was 82 years old and tended bar with me right up until she was 76 years old. Kay a very special lady to...

Thanks to everyone who sent your love and support it means so very much to me. Today was a very strange day....I was headin to the doctors and exactly four in a half miles from my home (because i...

Well, this has been a week from hell...will it never end??? It seems we get over one hurdle to slam into another..As most know I am an animal nut ,and have way more pets than I need but each is very...

Well, today was the funeral and i decided to stay away ,I kept busy with chores and errands but I am doing okay..I really feel like I could use a little break though.A day just for me....no kids,no...

Well, it took me reading my local newspaper to find out that my grandmother  passed away yesterday.My aunt from hell finally got her wish not to have to be bothered with her mother anymore..Me on...

I dont know how many times that I have wrote long journal entries only to have them erase because my computer was acting up but thats ok I guess because at least I got my feelings and stress out. I...

Well, my super bowl plans were nothing that I had looked forward to.Saturday morning around 4:00am I started comeing down with a cold and have felt like shit ever since..I dont just get a normal cold...

every time I think I can handle things.....my  asshole of a husband proves me wrong...Its 6:00am and he decided it was alright not to bother comeing home after he left with buddies at 4:00pm...

Well,its been awhile since I have written in my journal so I thought it was time.I used to love to write but for some reason I just havent found the time.Or maybe it was couldnt find the...

Hard to believe that four years ago at this very minute I was all alone ,trapped in my vehicle in freezeing cold water wondering if I was gonna live...Its 4:46 am & I havent been to bed yet....My...

Funny i just noticed that it has been exactly a month since I last wrote in my journal.I guess thats how long I let my deppression build up before I just cant keep it bottled up anymore.Every day...

WELL, I AM EXHAUSTED .I HAVE BEEN IN PAIN WITH BACK,HIP AND LEG PROBLEMS.THE KIDS ARE HOME SICK WITH THE FLU AND I AM HOPEING NOT THE SWINE FLU.MY 16 YEAR OLD WAS HOME FOR TWO DAYS WITH ACHES AND...

wELL TO THE PET LOVERS EVERYWHERE WHO THINK I AM A BAD PERSON AND THE IGNORANT WOMAN WHO TOLD ME IF I CANT AFFORD MY PETS I SHOULDNT HAVE THEM ...FUCK YOU BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW ME OR HAVE ANY IDEA...