Enjoying The Sunshine

The sunshine and warmer weather sure has been nice.I have been very busy takeing kids to the doctor every week.One son had an infection in his back and had to have it drained weekly.My daughters body wasnt makeing enough red blood cells and the ones it was makeing were very small and irregular.So she goes to doc weekly for b12 shots and takes iron pills twice a day.Youngest son was put on meds for adhd that was makeing him ill and causeing him to loose weight so he needs to be weighed weekly.I sure wish the doctors would pass out gas cards with thier appts.lol...Then my grandson has his well visits and the many infant shots required.It makes me wonder how I ever worked full time and took care of all my families needs.I have been trying to make myself walk a mile a day and i mean more like force myself.Back and legs have been in pain so to get up and go is a great effert.I will never be a thin person but hopefully a little healthier.Still trying to get a handle on my bills but rather hard when there just isnt enough money to go around.At least the electric is still on.I just found out that i am able to get taxes back for my dependants even though i am on disabilty.Nice time to tell me ,six years later.At least i can file back three years.I wont believe it till i acually see the money.But I can sure use the extra income.House seems to be falling down around me.Would love to take the family out to dinner,its been so long since we have been able to afford such simplele  pleasures.When my son found twenty dollars,instead of wanting to buy something for himself he was so excited and wanted to take his family out for pizza.Its sad when you as a parent hears your kids say they are cold and hungery and since my car accident I have heard these words more than i care to mention.Every parent wants thier family to have the very best.I would just settle for us to have everyday nessesities.Anything extra would be a godsend.Well, I can only hope my mood stays level and keeps me away from the dark places that i travel to way to often.Until next time ..