crazyeyedkillah

I'm really tired of trusting people that stab me in the back. What makes it worse is I'm really fucking stupid, so I allow them to do it time and time again. I really fucking hate myself at this...

I haven't been on here in a while, I may start coming here more often to express how I feel instead of Facebook. I'm really tired of getting my heartbroken. That's really all I have to say.

So I met this girl on an online dating site a month ago, things were going really well. I was actually happy for once. Don't you know i get fucked over? She broke up with me over Facebook without...

Today Was Kind Of Depressing, More So Than Usual For Some Reason. I'm Just Really Starting To Have A Complete Hatred For People Anymore. It Just Seems Like People Are So Mean For No Reason And I have...

I haven't been on this thing in over a year. WOW. I've been doing okay so that is good. I haven't been cutting and i have not been drinking nearly as much so that's whats up. I have been trying to...

Really Fucking Pissed. Went To My Psychiatrist Today. Got A Random Drug Test. Came Up Positive For Alcohol. Now I Have To Go To Some Alcoholic Group Therapy Thing And Im Going To Get More Drug Tests...

mad bored waiting for theese loops to finnish. im working on a new cd and its gonna be mostly techno rap where as my first cd was prodominitly jazz rap and some gangsta with some metal im looking to...

nobody likes me

had a good weekend. yesterday i went with the homies down south street and chilled down there then we went back to big homies crib and had a few drinks. today i met up with lil homie and went clothes...

im doing well i got a job raising money for firefighter funds other than that ive still been miserable and i have no idea why. i thought if i got a job and something to do during the day to take all...

everything has been okay latley ive been content as of late im really trying hard not to get angry and depressed over dumb things i cant control. ive been going on alot of walks as of late that seems...

today sucked just like everyother day. fuck life.

dude im getting really sick and tired of life i started cutting again and im just so un happy anymore

i just joined the sex/porn support group. being single is very hard considering not only did i give her my love but i also trusted her fully sexually which isnt easy for me to do. i have a fetish...

today was okay i guess. didnt do much. haha i just found out reading some of my old email that someone reported me to ds because of my photo that i had in the past. i dont understand why people get...