Today Was Kind Of Depressing, More So Than Usual For Some Reason. I'm Just Really Starting To Have A Complete Hatred For People Anymore. It Just Seems Like People Are So Mean For No Reason And I have Noticed It's Usually Women. I Am Just So Fed Up Of People's Bullshit Its Sickening. This Time Of Year Already Sucks Because I Lost A Good Friend Of Mine November First, So I Already Hate This Time Of Year Anyway, But, You Know, People Always Have To Make Shit Fucking Worse For Me. It Almost Seems Like I Was Born To Get Shit On All The Time. I Can Never Catch A Fucking Break Ever. With Anything. It Doesn't Matter If I try Or Not It Seems As Though I Am Destined To Fail. Sometimes I Really Wish I Could Snap My Fingers And Everything Would Stop. That Everything Would Cease To Exist. Then At Other Times I Wish I Could Inflict My Pain On Others, Have People Know Exactly How I Feel On The Inside By Destroying Them Slowly On The Outside. What A Wonderful World We Live In, Huh?