Really Fucking Pissed. Went To My Psychiatrist Today. Got A Random Drug Test. Came Up Positive For Alcohol. Now I Have To Go To Some Alcoholic Group Therapy Thing And Im Going To Get More Drug Tests And She Took Me Off The kolonopin WHich Helps For My Anxiety But Instead Shes Putting Me On Antabuse. Dude I dont Even Know What To Say. I Got Screwed. I Dont Consider Myself AN Alcoholic. But Everyone Else Does. SHouldnt My Stopping DRinking To Be MY Choice? I Mean Hell in AA They Say It Works If YOu Want It. If YOu Dont WAnt it Your Going To Continue To DRink. How COme SOme People Can DRink ANd Others Cant?