crazyeyedkillah

so i finally have a working computer. thats good news. i didnt really do much today,slept alot. really bored all day. supposedly theres gonna be a party saturday so that should be chill. im allways...

yeah so i havent been on this jawn in a minute right. still tryin to get a job/ my niggas tryin to hook me up wit a jawn in the PPA or the sherriffs department so that would be dope. still tryin to...

i just joined the sex/porn support group. being single is very hard considering not only did i give her my love but i also trusted her fully sexually which isnt easy for me to do. i have a fetish...

today was okay i guess. didnt do much. haha i just found out reading some of my old email that someone reported me to ds because of my photo that i had in the past. i dont understand why people get...

im just glad i could get on here my computer is in really bad shape. i dont think ive been oing well as of late and everyones happy for m that i got a job. i should be happy. but im not. i called...

i got a somewht job cleaning out houses and shit that was forclosed. and i lost a little weight too gainin mad muscle

so today is friday. a great drinking day. i already drank a 40 for breakfast got another one in the fridge and some gin outback so im a have a good time today. my boy wants me to go to this party but...

since all the dammage has been done,will you still laugh at me when i swallow all the bullets frm this gun? will you still smile when you hear me cry? slit my throat and hope to die. maybe things...

just called 1-800-suicide again. life is a fucking joke. whats the point of living if you cant be happy? why am i so tempted to commit suicide but cant do it and its just because with no answer. no...

so will i ever love someone again?i know that sounds pathetic..so ill stop now before i really embarrass myself

well i actually have work in the morning cleaning up a demolished house and im getting fucked up tonight.i couldnt be in a better mood.

IM GETTIN MAD DRUNK TODAY HOMIE.only thing that makes me happy anymore.

IM GETTIN MAD DRUNK TODAY HOMIE.only thing that makes me happy anymore.

surprised im even up... its sooo early. i havea doctors appoinment today. hopefully ill get to see the therapist soon and continue with treatment. ive come to notice that unfourtunetley,i need...

i am sorry i have to saygoodfuckingbye todayim leaving no onenobody loves me or caresfuck it alli mine as well curl up and die somewhere.