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Yesterday got my first medallion from my wife which has a scripture on it. I hope it gives me strength and courage to help get rid of the dark part of me. It is first real progress I ever made in...

Yesterday was a good day no lies what so ever, I hung out with my wife and she felt I was really happy happiest in my whole life for matter of speaking, I love having not lie to her it is a great...

So like many who are suffering lying disease, I also feel incompetent and just not human. So I think it's safe to say I need to start building self confidence, I do not want to lie and start feeling...

Making good progress starting put more faith in God, I believe if i keep this up I can finally kick this depressing feeling which has been reduced now thst I do not feel i have to hide and lie. I...

I have been thinking alot about my future and what i really want now I have some clear ideas. Since I been working on not lying I feel so much relief. My wife has been supportive and told we can work...

A step forward and small glimpse of chance for me to recover, yesterday was a good day it been a very very long time since I met up with my wife we talked about how she is having time without me and...

So my wife thinks she is forcing me to get better and be with her, she does not see things from my perspective. I am not normal 1. judge my self the worst way possible like hell would not even be...

I am frustrated and do not know what to do, dealing with my wife is very difficult you would figure someone who has gone through the worst of things want to tell me she loves me and wants me to get...

It seems I am showing a bit more effort in trying to deal with my problems and actually doing what my separated wife has advised me, she seems a bit proud of me. She is also opening to the...

I feel a bit more optmistic so far without an incident, I feel a bit closer to God as well in shame I would not be able to deal with spirituality, He has always been there even when I screwed  up...

After a long talk with my separated wife yesterday, We touched on several issues. She is having really really hard time cause I left her with nothing. I understand what the problem I have always been...

Yesterday was suppose to be a happy moment for my daughter she does not what is going in since she is only 8. Celebrating her birthday made her happy but it made it extremely painful for my wife. The...

Starting a bit late today, but none the less it is important might be last time I get to see my daughter. I hope to give her a nice birthday and not betray her. It well be very difficult since my...

Seperated wife sent me a great song to help deal with shame and guilt which caused me not to face God, Hiding and running has gotten nowhere this made me feel a bit better I have keep trying and...

Colossians 3:9Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practicesProverbs 13:5The righteous hate what is false, but the wicked bring shame and disgraceGoal to live and...