good start

Yesterday was a good day no lies what so ever, I hung out with my wife and she felt I was really happy happiest in my whole life for matter of speaking, I love having not lie to her it is a great burden that was lifted and i hope I continue it. She has more faith in me then previously and truly believes if i continue on this path I might actually be able to make her happy one say. Far from it at this early in the stage but I'm reprogramming my mind kicking my habbit and starting to think how i can be a reliable person and a good human being. I'll be hanging out with her again later so I well most deff be checking in periodically I do not want to slack and I am glad I can be happy because I know no matter what my flaws are how incompetent I am my wife is going to help me through it if I truly think from the heart and be honest. So if i lie I correct immediately, if i make a mistake I own up to it and be a man about it. There is nothing better than having her believe in me and support me than destroy my integrity and morals by lying.