A step towards spirituality

Seperated wife sent me a great song to help deal with shame and guilt which caused me not to face God, Hiding and running has gotten nowhere this made me feel a bit better I have keep trying and believing I can recover. I feel it would ease things I cannot focus on depression, I was wrong and I admitted it now I have to try to put everything into believing, listening, and trusting God. I can not trust myself until I achieve this.
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0urB9mnCx-A