Making progress

It seems I am showing a bit more effort in trying to deal with my problems and actually doing what my separated wife has advised me, she seems a bit proud of me. She is also opening to the possibility of letting me be in our daughter life if I can continue to make progress and actually follow through so that is a good news. I have to make sure I do not let her down and have her affected by incompetence and many flaws which of course I am working on fixing.I still have a lot to work on but I know she is very helpful especially since she knows me best. I did piss her off yesterday when she asked for help with money and I was trying to advice her on saving obviously she is in the situation she is because of me. It did not come out the way I wanted to what I was really trying to say was I am unreliable and I did not want to disappoint her. One step at a time, everything is overwhelming still but there is direction to all this and all the help available. It is a matter of utilizing all the resources available and keeping my chin up.