been thinking....

I have been thinking alot about my future and what i really want now I have some clear ideas. Since I been working on not lying I feel so much relief. My wife has been supportive and told we can work on everything long as I am a honest person. I can accomplish alot more if i so feeling sorry for myself and work on my main problems. If i get over this hurdle the other obstacles won't be as difficult. So I'm hanging there and optimistic with reachable goals.