Late start

Starting a bit late today, but none the less it is important might be last time I get to see my daughter. I hope to give her a nice birthday and not betray her. It well be very difficult since my separated wife has to be there and I am she does not want anything to do with me, she is doing it for the child. This may be the last time I may get to do something with them. I do not want to screw it up by falling behind and lying, I hope to keep this up since I stopped and started on here been about a week I feel lighter and can breathe. I was clouded with lies and everything else evil that I have done I did not take a step back to look at what I have, now that I have I can try harder and stick with this even after recovery so this is a lifetime goal I have to achieve.