what the future holds

So like many who are suffering lying disease, I also feel incompetent and just not human. So I think it's safe to say I need to start building self confidence, I do not want to lie and start feeling sorry for yield that I haven't done anything with my myself. Next order of business is to start thinking what I'm going to do to make myself less miserable. I hope to accomplish something. Thst well be the next set of goals to go in tangem with no lies. It probably be awhile till I would fully understand what I want but I am going to set some small goals once I have figured it out. It is time for me to stop feeling sorry for myself and start challenging and trying to become something I can be proud of something that doesn't bring shame to myself that has caused me to lie about. There other things I need to work on aswell but I an trying to pick up the pieces one by one. I am done with depression, lies, and deceptions.