I love you, but...
I don't care.
Does that make sense? ...that is how I've been feeling....for a while now....I love my family, friends, and even myself - but right now I just don't care about anything or anyone...including me....how is that possible? ....I know I love them....but I don't care about anything? ....UGH....this is so damn frustrating....
OH...and don't forget....GOD....God is my strength and refuge...but ....well....right now I am angry at GOD... so because I am angry at GOD...I don't want to have anything to do with Him or anyone else...I can't even talk to God right now...I feel so far away from Him...and I know that it is me...not HIM....because I'm the one who is angry with him....ugh....I just don't know what to do...
I'm struggling....struggle, struggle, struggle....and again, I am stalling to keep from doing what I know I have to do...because I don't want to do it....because I don't care...so I am back where I started....
"I love you...BUT...I don't care..." about anything right now.
Does that make sense? ...that is how I've been feeling....for a while now....I love my family, friends, and even myself - but right now I just don't care about anything or anyone...including me....how is that possible? ....I know I love them....but I don't care about anything? ....UGH....this is so damn frustrating....
OH...and don't forget....GOD....God is my strength and refuge...but ....well....right now I am angry at GOD... so because I am angry at GOD...I don't want to have anything to do with Him or anyone else...I can't even talk to God right now...I feel so far away from Him...and I know that it is me...not HIM....because I'm the one who is angry with him....ugh....I just don't know what to do...
I'm struggling....struggle, struggle, struggle....and again, I am stalling to keep from doing what I know I have to do...because I don't want to do it....because I don't care...so I am back where I started....
"I love you...BUT...I don't care..." about anything right now.
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you describe the exact feelings I have daily. Depression. It does strange and bad stuff. I hate it. Right now I\'m so low its sick. I\'m in that sinking ship with you. I want to wish you a better tomorrow.