18 March 2013 - here we go again...

Just can't seem to get anything done....last week was spring break so I had an excuse to not do anything...plus I was tired from going through the motions with my son the first few days...but now spring break is over...and I am just unmotivated and unwilling to do anything as ever...I went to recovery meeting last night....am going to another one tonight...but I just ain't into it... is it possible that I have gotten addicted to being sick? that is the only thing I can come up with...no one has to support me ....I am fine....and I am happy being sick...I don't have to do anything....I can just sit around and watch tv....go to school....and do what I want to...
here I go again...just ranting about who knows what....anything to avoid doing what I have to do...ugh....I just don't know what to do...