whyonlychild

This past year has been a very strange and yet growing one.  It was last year at the beginning of May that our ES walked out on us and never looked back.  The grief process is difficult but one we...

Each time I try to write a journal entry, it becomes much too long and involved.  I haven't been on here in a while because I had to do some healing in different ways.  This site and all of you are...

Just got a message from our oldest GD that none of them will be able to come to visit.  When we returned our other GD yesterday, all ES would do was grunt.  We had wonderful weekends with each one...

School Christmas vacation is just about over.  They go back tomorrow.  We had an unexpectedly great time with each of the 3 older GC.  It was so much better than I originally thought since I was...

This year was far from the traditional Christmas for us.  We had no family get together since all we have are ES and his children.  However, we did find a way to make things happy and bright.  The...

Had a wonderful and miraculous phone call just now.  Second GD just called on her new phone and I got to speak to each of the GC.  Then ES got on the phone and said "Merry Christmas" which is all I...

Had a wonderful weekend with our oldest GD.  It was our Christmas miracle and such a blessing.  I don't say this to make any of you feel worse but as encouragement that you, too, might have a...

Beginning to wonder if our ES has serious mental problems or if it's just his GF dictating what will be and not be.  After the scathing message and being told how rotten we are, that we will never...

Think we just received good news over the weekend.  Oldest GD age 14 wants to spend this weekend with us.  So we made arrangements for that.  However, my hesitating is that I also wanted to make...

Just received a scathing FB message from ES.  Wanted to let me know that he wants absolutely nothing to do with me, I will not ever see the kids again, I need to look into the mirror because I am...

Today I received a phone all from a person at the Board of Education inquiring about information for our ES.  Evidently he hasn't updated his info and his phone is out of service.  They wanted to...

I'm back and just couldn't stay away.  The packing and moving will get done and Ii really can't devote 24/7 to it.  Each of you is an inspiration and a wonderful part of my life.  Thought we were...

Just a little note or update.  We suddenly seem to have an overwhelming amount of things to do.  We were to move by the end of the month.  However, the house we were buying although just a few...

Didn't know if this was important enough to post as a Discussion so I am just doing it here.  There is a dear friend of ours who is acting as an intermediary between ES and us.  I asked if he would...

Sorry I haven't been on here for a few days.  Have a very bad cold, going to doctor today to see if it is Bronchitis.  Since I have cough variant asthma, things like this just make me a little...