whyonlychild

Today was a good day of enlightenment.  Started out the day before church, talking to a pastor friend about what is happening between ES and us.  She was surprised but told me that it is more...

Move would be in the same town/city just to a different house.  We would maintain same friendships, doctor, etc   We would be near everything familiar just a different house

Since we live in a duplex - the other half was occupied with ES and GC - it is a constant reminder of all that has happened.  I have been thinking since all of this began that moving may help me...

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your encouragement and support.  DH and you, my friends got me through yesterday in much better condition than I would have ever thought possible.  I...

Tomorrow is our ES birthday.  I have no way to contact him since he has blocked every possible way and I don't know for sure even where he lives.  How do you get through this first birthday without...

I may not know what the future holdsbut I know Who holds the future

Saturdays are particularly difficult.  I enjoy watching sports but my DH especially likes the Little League World Series and of course all Football.  So he won't go anywhere or do anything on the...

Thank you all for your prayers and good wishes.  I feel we have experienced a miracle.  When my DH had the surgery for basil cell carcinoma the Surgeon told us that he didn't feel he was able to...

Exhausted from long trip to and from reunion and all the activity we just "had" to participate in.  Will be back on here tomorrow.  Also, tomorrow at 10 AM is DH Surgeon's appointment to see what...

Today was a miraculous gift that we spent with our oldest GD.  Her Dad realizes that we needed to do our traditional birthday celebration with her.  It's not a big deal but our special deal.  She...

We are going to have our oldest GD for her birthday tradition tomorrow.  I am so excited and happy.  Thank you God.  Praying He will soften our ES's heart to allow us to see the others some time...

Got things finalized with ES that we will have GD a week from tomorrow for the day.  Of course we are ecstatic about that.A week from Sunday we are going away for a reunion which is a week in...

Don't know what happened and I am not about to question it.  Our oldest GD birthday is this Monday.  Was feeling sad since our ES won't answer our messages and usually has us blocked.  Anyway,...

Things went well today - appointment for new glasses and nice dinner out with DH.  When we arrived home, we decided to watch a movie.  It was more of an action movie than a girly movie.  But there...

According to a mutual friend, our ES says we don't exist any longer and he doesn't want to be notified when something happens to us.  I think he will regret those words.  When will he grow up if...