nightcrow

It is day 35, 5 weeks.  It is my weekend.  Hooray!  "Consider how the sky is unharmed by the clouds that pass through it, whether they are light and fluffy-looking or dark and formidable.  A...

Today is day 34.  I used to write a lot, prose poems. I haven't written in that way in a number of years.  I did last night.  It's like mentally I'm more awake and paying attention to the people...

It's a beautiful day here.  Long day at work, started early. Pretty tired. On Wednesday, a Volkswalker group met outside where I was getting tea.  I spoke to them to find out more about them.  I...

I met with my exchange students tonight.  I haven't seen them for almost a month.  To meet them I drive my former commuting route.  Their university is in the city I used to work in.  About half...

It is day 32.  Wow...moving into the second month.  I was thinking about drinking as a reward for things in my life:  a hard day, a long day, a stressful day.  What's my new reward?  I haven't...

I am 30 days sober today.  I do not drink.  I am committed to making a life change.  I am the tree, not the leaves.  I am the mountain.  I am 30 days sober and I am solid.Slow getting going this...

Well, well, well.....day 30 has arrived...I feel confident I will make it to the end of the day.  I first thought celebration but realized today is day 30 and I must finish it to have 30 days...

It is day 29 which means tomorrow is 30 days.I got the sleep I needed and then yesterday took the dogs to the forest.  Got a donut and bones after instead of a fifth like in the past.  Came read...

Having a hard time this evening.  Not so much that I want to drink more I think just tired.  Thought I'd write a bit and then maybe get myself to bed or maybe watch some comedy or something.  I...

Today is day 27.  It is my Friday today.  Tuesday will be 30 days.  What seemed like an impossible goal 26 days ago now seems very attainable.  There are lessons to be learned in this for other...

Today is day 26.  I am really close to a month.  I got off work right on time yesterday.  I walked from work to the store and got some things for dinner.  Then walked from the store to my truck....

It is Day 25.  1/4 of 100, 5 days from a month.Pretty wiped out this morning.  Worked hard yesterday and then didn't sleep well.  Blech.  Tried to sleep in a bit to make up for it, but I'm not...

Yesterday I felt like it took me awhile to wake up.  This morning I feel pretty awake.  Feel like things are building in me a little.  I'm not quite as much in the moment as I have been. It seemed...

It is day 23.  Yesterday I practiced napping.  I also while watching tv practiced rolling from one side to the other.  It was quite a taxing day.  It was actually perfect.  A nice lazy day.Not...

Today is day 22.  This means I am 3 weeks sober.  It makes me almost want to weep.  I am committed to making this life change.  These three weeks are my commitment manifested.  It is the living...