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- So I was watching a series on Netflix called Slacker. There was a statement on there, a line I guess you'd call it, "It doesn't get easier, you just get used to how hard it is". I found this hit home with our situations. I keep hearing people say it...
- I've been spending time with a friend. He knows I am not interested in anything more. Any way we went to see a local band on Saturday night, I love live music. There was a 30 something woman we visited with for a few minutes and we saw here sitting...
- Last week was my Tim's birthday it hit me harder than I thought it would. Lots of tears and anger. Then dang Facebook. A friend posted s meme of Charlie Briwn laying in bed with the caption "Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me". And on top of...
- Long story short:Moved to Las Vegas to live with my new man. The night I arrived with the Uhaul, 2 dogs, 1 car and 1 motorcycle, he told me that he did not want a relationship. Now I am his renter as I had no place to go. I try really hard to...
- It was 2 years ago today I last heard your voice. Oh how I miss it, your laughter was contagious, and how I love laughing. I now try to find humor in everything, laughing is so healing. I am in a better place today than I was yesterday. As my...
- Sandi, Although I do not know you personally, I wanted to let you know you have impacted my life.... I have read post's about your feelings towards your Tim. You two are so much like Bob & I. We were high school sweethearts married for 38 1/2 years....
- I posted this as a Journal entry, but I wanted to make sure that everyone knows how much I appreciate there support.38 years ago 8/13 I married Tim , I really did not know him very well but as the years passed he became my best friend. 2 years ago...
- Hi all,I am packing to relocate with my new love. As I try and sort out things I am finding the most ridiculous items. This has made me smile with memory and at the same time totally break down with heartache. I look at some of the things I moved...
- I flew to Vegas for Valentine's weekend. When I got to the airport to go home the airline informed me that there were no seats and I could not leave until the next day. I was not able to get on the same morning flight. They booked me on a flight...
- Saturday was my Birthday. Second First, last year I had just moved to CO and was still getting settled so I didn't pay much attention to it. I got up and got ready to take a motorcycle ride. When I went out to start my bike the battery was low. ...
- So another crying fest. Time does not heal. You just try to adjust to your new normal. A normal I never wanted. I was extremely happy with my life as it was. There are times I feel okay, and then the realization that there is no end. This...
- My puppies have been acting strangely this last week or so. They are both rescues, from separate organization a couple months apart. I originally got the girl, Penny for my Tim. She seemed so lonely so we got the boy, Monty. Tim liked to cuddle...
- My dear Tim tomorrow is your heavenly birthday, but I feel today is more important. Today was the lst day I saw you alive. I miss you more than I ever thought possible. It's strange what happened that fatefull night. We had dinner and you felt...
- My oldest Son, during dinner last night, advised me that him and his Brother are going to take me out for Dinner Aug 13th, what would have been mine and Tim's 37th wedding anniversary. I am racked with sadness and crying today. I don't know if...
- I don't know whats happening to me, but I am having anxiety attacks. They happen anytime I am indoors. I can't even sit inside and watch TV. I have taken to only watching netflix on my Ipad outside on my patio.I was always very independant and...