Life sucks. I'm tired and ready to give up......but I can't. I'm too close to a better life...too close to a real "happy ever after," to give up. I feel my life getting better.......I feel a bit numb...not quite empty, just a little numb....and things still aren't going quite how I hoped for them to.......but I can sense a change nearing my life. And looking over my past life (the life I've lived so far), I have gotten better........but I get tired of pushing sometimes. I know I need to keep pushing on, I just get tired of doing it....and sometimes I wish I could stop. I wish I could settle for a good, happy life......"I don't need to be great, do great things, or live my best life......I just want to be happy"......that's how I feel sometimes......and right now is one of those times...I think I'm feeling depressed.
I wish there was an emotion between the yellow "ok" and the orange "bad". That's how I feel. Idk what color it would be, but it should be the feeling of "whatever"....that's exactly how I feel. Right now, I'm feeling "whatever." Anywho, since there isn't a feeling for that, I just clicked ok.