So far so good, first day w/ just me and son. Mon Dec 7, 2015

Well, boyfriend went home last night. I slept so good. Feel's weird being alone, well son lives here but he is on computer in his room most of the time. Got used to having someone around at the hospital and then at my aunt's place, but i am so glad to be back and be able to finally get back on here and see how my wonderful friends are doing. We had a great time this weekend. Going to try and get used to my zombie med. I missed being on here so much. My sis helped me get my stuff up here. i can still walk all the stairs, walked my aunt's stairs many times in a day. Havent had an attack since before went to hospital, YAY. I drank a lot of coffee at aunt's so now i'm on my second cup so far. I get so cold all the time. Need some muscle mass to keep me warm. Gained a few pound's and i am glad, yes i did say it. Still have to deal with the fact that i have to have something on my stomach all the time. The Seriquil makes me SO HUNGRY. Trying to get used to it, it makes me so tired and hungry. I feeel NOTHING. not happy not sad not ANYTHING. Dont like that. Doc said i am just not used to not being anxiuos. So this week i am really going to try and get used to it. I do see alot of sleeping in my future, not to even mention Netflix. There is so much on there, don't even know what to watch. Been gone about 3 week's. So today is starting out very well. Don't really have anything bad to say, WHAT? yes i said it. Need to and am trying to think different than i ever did, not so negative. In closing, just so very happy to be back home. OK need to return some hug's and i am so thankful for everyone on here that has supported me threw this bad time i have been threw. Hug's, more later......