Well, i am finnally home. Went to hospital etc... Sun Dec 6, 2015

Well, i did go in the hospital for over a week, Had a nervouis breakdown and the whole food thing. Then i was afraid to stay by myself, son has been gone, so i stayed at my aunt's house. I am on so much med's i feel like a strait up zombie. They uped my Seriquel alot and it really helped my appitite, but now i feel NOTHING, Have gained 5 to 7 lb's allready and i have to eat when i take all these med's i am so hungry all the time now. Boy friend is asleep in the other room and he sleep's very softly so i don't want to wake him. I missed everyone on here so much, wasn't alloud to have anything in the hospital, i mmight hurt myself with my tooth brush, and of course they LOST  some of my clothes, really makes me so mad but what can i do? Did not do any of the dishes from last night, bummber, they are all caked up and narly. Wish i would have cared last night, but i did not. so much more to say, but i am loud w the typing, so i will write another one later. So glad to be back. That is all for now. HUG'S
             SO GLAD TO BE HOME AND GLAD I DID WHAT I DID. have to go start my day of med's and zombi ism. xoxo