Can't sleep at night anymore, Saturday, Aug 1, 2015 6 a.m.
SONG FOR TODAY
EVERY DAY SHE TAKES HER MORNING BATH AND WET'S HER HAIR
GRAB'S A CUP OF COFFEE AS SHE'S HEADING FOR THE BEDROOM CHAIR
IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY
SLIPPIN INTO STOCKING'S, STEPING INTO SHOES
CHECKIN IN THE POCKET OF HER RAINCOAT
IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY,,,,, IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAYYYYY... Paul McCartney and Wing's....
Sorry about the spelling
OK here we go
I HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE MUCH BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SICK FROM MY FAILURE TO HAVE CERTON MED'S THAT I NEEDED, SO I WAS A MESS FOR ABOUT A WEEK. OK THINK I HAVE INSOMNIA NOW ALSO, GREAT. WAS UP SO LATE AND WANTED SO BAD TO SLEEP LATE FOR SATURDAY, BUT NOOOO, HAVE TO WAKE AT 4:30-5 A.M.
THIS IS BECOMING A PATTERN. MY B.F. HAS TERRIBLE INSOMNIA, SO NOW I THINK I HAVE IT ALSO. IT IS SO VERY QUIET HERE. WEIRD, STARTING TO GET USED TO IT. DIDN'T EAT WELL YESTERDAY, AS USUAL. DIDN'T EAT NEARLY ENOUGH AGAIN YESTERDAY. I LOOK HAGGERED. DID ALL MY MOUND OF DISHES AND STRAITENED UP BATHROOM AND SON TOOK OUT A BIG BAG OF TRASH. THEY FINALLY CLEANED THE HALLWAY CARPET YESTERDAY. I HAVE MY EARPHONES ON ROCKIN TO SOME OF MY MUSIC. HAD ONE CUP O COFFEE SO FAR. HAD ABOUT 10 CIG'S, I KNOW IT'S BAD BUT IT'S WHAT I KNOW. tHEY JUST GET MORE EXPENSIVE, BUT I AM SO ADDICTED AND NOT GOING TO STOP OR TRY WHEN I HAVE SUCH BAD ANXIETY. NEED TO TAKE A VITAMIN I KNOW, I FEEL WEEK FROM NOT EATING RIGHT. BEEN VERY DEPRESSED LATELY. ACTUALLY I WAS REALLY DETOXING CAUSE I RAN OUT OF XANAX AGAIN BEFORE THE MONTH WAS OVER, AS USUAL. I AM FROM THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCK'S. MY APT IS A DISASTER, SO MUCH HAS TO BE DONE. SON WENT TO HIS FRIEND'S YAY. I'M VERY WORRIED ABOUT THE FUTURE. I NEED TO HAVE A PURPOSE OR REASON TO GET UP AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING. WEN YOU CAN'T WORK, YOU HAVE LOT'S OF TIME ON YOU'RE HAND'S AND I AT LEAST SAY- OH I CAN DO THAT TOMORROW, WELL TOMORROW NEVER COMES, REMEMBER, TOMORROW'S JUST YOU'RE FUTURE YESTERDAY. I AM GETTING WORSE ABOUT PUTTING EVERYTHING OFF. I'LL DO IT TOMORROW. AFTER I PAY THE BILL'S, I WILL BE BROKE AGAIN. SO DEPRESSING AND SCARY. OH WELL, OK MUST HAVE MORE COFFEE. MORE LATER. SO THIRSTY I CAN'T EVEN SAY. HUG'S TO YOU ALL.
EVERY DAY SHE TAKES HER MORNING BATH AND WET'S HER HAIR
GRAB'S A CUP OF COFFEE AS SHE'S HEADING FOR THE BEDROOM CHAIR
IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY
SLIPPIN INTO STOCKING'S, STEPING INTO SHOES
CHECKIN IN THE POCKET OF HER RAINCOAT
IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY,,,,, IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAYYYYY... Paul McCartney and Wing's....
Sorry about the spelling
OK here we go
I HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE MUCH BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SICK FROM MY FAILURE TO HAVE CERTON MED'S THAT I NEEDED, SO I WAS A MESS FOR ABOUT A WEEK. OK THINK I HAVE INSOMNIA NOW ALSO, GREAT. WAS UP SO LATE AND WANTED SO BAD TO SLEEP LATE FOR SATURDAY, BUT NOOOO, HAVE TO WAKE AT 4:30-5 A.M.
THIS IS BECOMING A PATTERN. MY B.F. HAS TERRIBLE INSOMNIA, SO NOW I THINK I HAVE IT ALSO. IT IS SO VERY QUIET HERE. WEIRD, STARTING TO GET USED TO IT. DIDN'T EAT WELL YESTERDAY, AS USUAL. DIDN'T EAT NEARLY ENOUGH AGAIN YESTERDAY. I LOOK HAGGERED. DID ALL MY MOUND OF DISHES AND STRAITENED UP BATHROOM AND SON TOOK OUT A BIG BAG OF TRASH. THEY FINALLY CLEANED THE HALLWAY CARPET YESTERDAY. I HAVE MY EARPHONES ON ROCKIN TO SOME OF MY MUSIC. HAD ONE CUP O COFFEE SO FAR. HAD ABOUT 10 CIG'S, I KNOW IT'S BAD BUT IT'S WHAT I KNOW. tHEY JUST GET MORE EXPENSIVE, BUT I AM SO ADDICTED AND NOT GOING TO STOP OR TRY WHEN I HAVE SUCH BAD ANXIETY. NEED TO TAKE A VITAMIN I KNOW, I FEEL WEEK FROM NOT EATING RIGHT. BEEN VERY DEPRESSED LATELY. ACTUALLY I WAS REALLY DETOXING CAUSE I RAN OUT OF XANAX AGAIN BEFORE THE MONTH WAS OVER, AS USUAL. I AM FROM THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCK'S. MY APT IS A DISASTER, SO MUCH HAS TO BE DONE. SON WENT TO HIS FRIEND'S YAY. I'M VERY WORRIED ABOUT THE FUTURE. I NEED TO HAVE A PURPOSE OR REASON TO GET UP AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING. WEN YOU CAN'T WORK, YOU HAVE LOT'S OF TIME ON YOU'RE HAND'S AND I AT LEAST SAY- OH I CAN DO THAT TOMORROW, WELL TOMORROW NEVER COMES, REMEMBER, TOMORROW'S JUST YOU'RE FUTURE YESTERDAY. I AM GETTING WORSE ABOUT PUTTING EVERYTHING OFF. I'LL DO IT TOMORROW. AFTER I PAY THE BILL'S, I WILL BE BROKE AGAIN. SO DEPRESSING AND SCARY. OH WELL, OK MUST HAVE MORE COFFEE. MORE LATER. SO THIRSTY I CAN'T EVEN SAY. HUG'S TO YOU ALL.
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