Have to go to doc's today, scared, Thurs Aug 6, 2015 noonish

Ya i have to leave the house today
Thank god my social worker is taking me. have to try and get my doc to give me enough stomach med's till i see the         G.I. Doc. So glad i will have some backup w/ my wonderful social worker, don't know what i would do w/ out her, she is the greatest ever. It's noon now and i am already nervous about the appt. Worried about the getting ready to go that's what is VERY HARD FOR ME. Once i am out, its not so bad especially if i'm with social worker. I just love her like a good friend. So please wish me luck on being on time, that's another of my MANY PROB'S I HAVE.Seem's like i have something new to be afraid of list. NOT GOOD, NEED COUNSELING. Still on waiting list. Wish i would not have missed so many apt's and then they had to put me on the list again. THAT WAS SO DUMB OF ME. ALL MY FAULT. OK after i get home then my B.F. want's me to make spaggetie, i hate making it cant eat it and i only know how to make A WHOLE LOT. He is bringing a bambino watermelon, YAY. I have lot's more will journal after boyfriend leaves and journal about how the day and night goes. lol Hug's to you all, and to me as well...........