Sorry i haven't wrote yesterday, Wed Aug 12, 2015 8 a.m.
Can i see this? No have to change it.
OK this is better. I know i said i would write every day and i am trying to stay positive, SO HARD.
OK here i go. for the last day or so i have had bad cramp's in my right hand, i call it computer hand.As some or most people who would read this could tell i am a long winded person.So i think my hand was just like a claw yesterday. It doesn't hurt but it is starting to get i don't know not numb, not asleep, just weird. So i had to rest my hand last night. It is scary when you try to move your'e hand and it wont move. I am not going to type much today. I need a hand brace. I have positive new's. I did say and am still trying SO HARD to think and talk POSITIVELY. This is a big test for me. I have never been good at that, i go to the worst thing that could possibly happen, trying something new. I went out finally yesterday with my aunt and we went to a lot of stores got me some really good fruit and we split a big watermelon. i did allot yesterday. That is good because i stay home all the time. Son came home last night. Need to pay my electric, then broke again. Found out that yesterday was the one yr anniversary of Robin William's death, that made and makes me sad. I miss him like he was family. I am going to watch all the movies w/ him in it on Netflix.B.T.W. Worlds Greatest Dad,very dark, and i saw The angriest man in the world? also not a comedy. They.They also have his sitcom that i thought was OK but of course got cancelled.They always cancel what i like or kind of like and put on crap, just my opinion. OK back to the positive, got some sleep, got stuff done yesterday, and i feel pretty good this morning. Did not do so well with the eating, not enough, only had a turkey sandwich and watermelon. I am going to the stomach doc next week YAY. Maybe they can figure something out finally. OK i am off to visit the group's n see what's up there. Still trying w/ the positive. Even with my son. This is so new to me and i have only been doing it for 2 day's, so we will see, i will prob never be little Mary sunshine, but it's a start. OK hand starting to cramp, better go to the sites while i can, OW i have to go now. more later.......
OK this is better. I know i said i would write every day and i am trying to stay positive, SO HARD.
OK here i go. for the last day or so i have had bad cramp's in my right hand, i call it computer hand.As some or most people who would read this could tell i am a long winded person.So i think my hand was just like a claw yesterday. It doesn't hurt but it is starting to get i don't know not numb, not asleep, just weird. So i had to rest my hand last night. It is scary when you try to move your'e hand and it wont move. I am not going to type much today. I need a hand brace. I have positive new's. I did say and am still trying SO HARD to think and talk POSITIVELY. This is a big test for me. I have never been good at that, i go to the worst thing that could possibly happen, trying something new. I went out finally yesterday with my aunt and we went to a lot of stores got me some really good fruit and we split a big watermelon. i did allot yesterday. That is good because i stay home all the time. Son came home last night. Need to pay my electric, then broke again. Found out that yesterday was the one yr anniversary of Robin William's death, that made and makes me sad. I miss him like he was family. I am going to watch all the movies w/ him in it on Netflix.B.T.W. Worlds Greatest Dad,very dark, and i saw The angriest man in the world? also not a comedy. They.They also have his sitcom that i thought was OK but of course got cancelled.They always cancel what i like or kind of like and put on crap, just my opinion. OK back to the positive, got some sleep, got stuff done yesterday, and i feel pretty good this morning. Did not do so well with the eating, not enough, only had a turkey sandwich and watermelon. I am going to the stomach doc next week YAY. Maybe they can figure something out finally. OK i am off to visit the group's n see what's up there. Still trying w/ the positive. Even with my son. This is so new to me and i have only been doing it for 2 day's, so we will see, i will prob never be little Mary sunshine, but it's a start. OK hand starting to cramp, better go to the sites while i can, OW i have to go now. more later.......
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