alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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put up some drum pics for rock band san :)
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took walet pics out why be an idiot
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she didnt call againyou know i have 2 pics of her in my waleti saw them tonight ,im going to take them out she does not care its stupid to have them
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now is a bit like like before but not as bad its a bitt like before so maybe thats why i feel like i dobut before was worse and i will be ok the outside never feels what i do inside so talking...
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self harmthey do it to be noticed well i went thought the whole thing and no one ever knew the day that killed me was when my car mirror was hit by a passing car and glass mirror was all over the...
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so plan right now is talk my self out of cutting my self why do i want to?i have an awfull feeling a feeling like i want to split in to and i am so out of line with life im not ment to be herejust...
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i hate my work making things for people.its even harder now that i feel im needing im giving my self to people .im getting nothing i spent money today ,i tryed to make my self feel better but it...
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things are very dead i feel like im crawling in my skin again.im trying to get out of me or here i cant get out .im trapped like a rat that has ran around the walls so many times i have stopped i...
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4 days shes been in the ukand hasnt called me all the old phone numbers are dead she hant called someone said ring her brother for a number i say noshe has my number im not going to ring around...
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ill but getting better..nothing from the girlstartting to feel more alone i dont have a number ,email or address now
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running into a section of stress again i get a money top up called a tax credit.i need to work 30 hours to qualifymost of the time i do ,some times its a bit lessi have a letter asking for prof of...
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running into a section of stress again i get a money top up called a tax credit.i need to work 30 hours to qualifymost of the time i do ,some times its a bit lessi have a letter asking for prof of...
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working a lot on cad and cnc all my time is used upreally all of it ran in to a few dyslexic type problemsat the quiz i got passed the paper to fill in answers for a while i really was no useon pc...
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its 3.30am.i just stopped working :/
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its 3am .i just stopped workingsee its a bit obsesively out of control yes i cant spell and trying to type is like fighting through a wallof thorns or more like grabing at marbles that scater...
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