its 3am
 
.i just stopped working
see its a bit obsesively out of control
 
yes i cant spell and trying to type is like fighting through a wall
of thorns or more like grabing at marbles that scater around the room
instead of into my palm
 
how do i feel ?
 
its got to the point where i feel like ive sailed away from shore
and now ive been at sea for so long that i dont miss the land
and im so far away from my destination that im not even scaning the horrison for it
both directions are long gone
 
i am in the nothing