alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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lots of things happed today that i kept quiet aboutam not up to typing itlots happed thst internaly were a painfull day
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long day tomorrow doing 2 shows in a dayi hope i can play them other issues are startting but i cant talk about that yetneed to let things run a bit firstbut i feel ill get hurt soon
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good news for now is the nut case dangeruos one is locked upin the hospital for the mentaly ill the next fear is for how longwhen they let him out early it makes everyone feel illits a bad way to...
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while i try to sleap i get frustrated with life and i #get anxiousand i always do get the idea if i cut my self a bit it maystop thatbut i know it wont and i know id have to had marksand things...
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i am an emotional personthe more i am alone the more it magnifiesits hard to be alone and feel thingsand its worse with someone that abuses that
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alowed life time it all seems so fake and staged when you realise .its all ending its a decline a fade so anything here is so meaning lessand he truth is it really is like this and still we...
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ive put a heavy box against my door .ive never had to live like this in whats ment to be a free world
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im feeling alonenite :(
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added pressureits 1amthe phyco is at it againhes got a knife and they are trying to get him sectionedagainhe wont give up the knifehasnt taken meds the docs gave him todayif he is forced to give up...
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woke early againbut i was so worn out i went back to bed and woke at almost 1pmmy mood is better todaybut goal wise im just the samei have no targets.im just here
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up early againi am worn out
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very worn out todayyesterday was very hardvery depressed for the strat of the daybut picked up a bit to just worn outsinger rangmaybe guilt abouit saying so many bad things about meshe still made out...
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i know people hate me nose diving emotionalybut i doI DO IDO IDDODIDIODODODODOIDIDOPSOISDIPSOISPOSDOPDPDODPODOP
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shit just another day of working hardi have no life and no idea how to liveans still the days passgod its awful
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i hate being alone
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