alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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not a lot of depression about.....its working myself till ill thats set in im like a very slow swing manic depression thing
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off to bedlong dayfeeling a bit distressed about lifei never got my pretty princes type girl and things didnt all become wonderfuland now im 42 and that young love is all gone
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not done a post here for a long timeits 4.14 amthats no shockup at this time a lot and worn out for it i have changednot sure why or even how but i know i havethis last year has done a lot of...
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to DSthis site is not a safe place and never wasits ment to be a place of free expression to heal and experimentand test out iner feelings in a safe placebut its notits like a medical wardlike one...
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back on hereyes ...im sinkingnot been doing welltyping here because i cant talk to peoplethey dont get itdealing with the world is making me feel so bad
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hope things have taken a new directioni got my money back todayat first i thought i had been hit again by paypalbut it was 60 or 70 transfers back into my accountits like a new starttaken me all...
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Samadian has gone ......she was the only one i had here :(
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things have not been greatand today i found out ive had all my savings stolenive lost over £9000 yes £9000 ...they left me with 0.44 penceso i have nothingi have such a low income this has...
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mums sister died 2 days agoin the way this family works it was skipped over.it was as if someone left the roombut mortality had become a buzz wordfound out that my sister has asked about having this...
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should i be typing here update?im living like ive pushed myself away from the shore--what triggered a post herei spelt 9aid today.i had to make notes9 was a pi also had to fill in a formand...
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had my birthday a few days ago...drank to much by myselfback to keeping my drinking a little less stupidmy life does not seem like the life it should bei feel like the time i came back from turkeymy...
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today was awful
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back on linei should be asleapbut feel toosomething >????????????????anxiousi sold something on ebayafter a few hoursa guy sent an email asking to buy it directi had no offersand the price paid for...
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tonight im worried but cant really talkgoing to bed upset
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dont know what to think of myselfin someways im so much less.i was a mess before but was i more ?im so much less now.the i thing has been here from 2008now there is dedicationread back some of my old...
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