so plan right now is talk my self out of cutting my self why do i want to?i have an awfull feeling a feeling like i want to split in to  and i am so out of line with life im not ment to be herejust feel like my inside self would rush out of me like gasto the outside to get away  why i wont because it may just be the same afterand ill sit here thinking ho nowhat have i started again and i will hate my self more and then this confusion will be even more complexand lead to worse soloutions